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Fri, 13 Oct 2006 14:23:43 GMT

lol its been a minute since ive takled to yall through dis shit lol...i dunno im in class bored as fuck so yea...i dunno...myspacce is more intresting...but cea hit my page up bitchez!

www.myspace.com/chanmarie87

Tue, 21 Mar 2006 17:18:59 GMT

jus when i think my life is going good i fall....

Sun, 19 Mar 2006 22:38:02 GMT

AOL sucks....something that had to do wid norton securtiy or something made it impossible to get online for like a week and it pissed me off....i was in da middle of a convo wid pinki (via IM) and da puter kicked me off (that was about a week ago)and i was jus able to get back on today...yea but here i am finally

Thu, 09 Mar 2006 18:14:40 GMT

You Are Lightning

Beautiful yet dangerous
People will stop and watch you when you appear
Even though you're capable of random violence

You are best known for: your power

Your dominant state: performing

What Type of Weather Are You?

Thu, 09 Mar 2006 18:10:55 GMT

yea i was bored so i did this:

*Ultimate Opposite Sex Survey (for girls)*
--Your Favorite--
Hair Color::	dark
Eye Color::	dnt matter
(Their)Music Genre Preference::	same as mine
Height(estimate)::	taller than me
Age::	from 17-21
Personality Type::	ehh
--This or That--
Older or Younger::	older
Romantic or Horndog::	romantic
Smart or Stupid::	smart
Fat or Skinny::	average
Skinny but Muscular or Big and Muscular::	s/m
Punk or Preppy::	eww niether
The Big Picture or the Little Things::	ehh
Flowers/Candy or Big Expensive Present::	f/c
Mixtape or Burned CD::	either
Love or Lust::	love
Emotional or Just Not::	emotional
Sincere or Jokester::	sincere
Hott and mean or Ugly and sweet::	h/m
Sexy or Just Cute::	either
Arse or Abs::	abs
Hair or Hands::	hair
Dimples or Eyes::	eyes
Biceps or Calves/Thighs::	biceps
Teeth or Nose(some people are just wierd) ::	as long as they have both
Clean Shaven or Scruffy::	clean
Rugged or Prim and Proper::	rugged
Countryboy or Cityboy:	city
Date alone or With Friends:	depends on mood
Mama's Boy or Rebel Without A Cause::	rebel
--Have You Ever--
Dumped a guy because he liked you too much::	no
Loved a guy because he stalked you::	hell no
Loved a guy because he hated you::	no
Asked your friend's crush out::	no
Lead a guy on for kicks::	yea
Asked a guy out purely because he was hott::	no
Flirted with guys even though you had a boyfriend::	uh huh
Lied about not having a boyfriend::	no
Lied about having one::	no
Cheated::	ehh
Been Cheated on::	hells yea that damn bitch
Had a crush on a gay guy::	eww
--Their Clothing(yes/no)--
Boxers?::	yea
Briefs?::	no
Hat?::	sometimes
Skater Shoes?::	no
Pimp Shoes?::	ehh
Band Shirts?::	no
Vintage shirts?::	no
Southpole/um..other thug clothes..?::	i suppose
Dixie Outfitters/Big Johnsons?::	niether
Independent/DC?::	niether
S&M/Little Devil?::	niether
Fox/Thor?::	niether
Jeans or Shorts?::	jeans
--Be Honest--
Would you ever date a guy for his money?::	if he had looks
Would you ever date a guy for his social status?::	no
Have you ever liked hanging out with your bf's friends more than him?::	no
Have you ever pretended to like somebody to make them feel better?:	no
Have you called a girl a whore, when you were screwing lots of guys?::	no
Do looks matter?::	yea
Are you honestly scared of being dumped?::	no
Does size matter?::	if he can do his thang than we all good
Do you avoid 'situations' with ugly guys?::	yea
Are you ashamed to be seen with your ugly friends?::	no
Are you ashamed for being ashamed?(you better be)::	no
Do you hide things from your crushes/guy friends/bf?::	no
Do you lie about masturbation for attention or false innocence?::	no
Do you really want a guy to say if those jeans make your butt look fat?::	yea
Are you dissapointed when your bf doesn't say I love you right away?::	not really
Wanna be a virgin till marriage?:	sure....
Do you really love the guys everytime that you say it?:	yea
Do you dream about your crushes/bfs/guy friends?::	sometimes
Would you makeout with a guy friend just to get it over with/curiosity?::	no
Does this survey suck nuts?:	ooo
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Sat, 04 Mar 2006 00:02:54 GMT

Everything is going pretty good....i bought a new outfit today cause tomorrow is pinos party at da hotal...of course i gfatta look my best! yea i have been babysitting alot and getting paid big time. my dads ganna give me alot of money when his taxes come back and if this keeps up i wnt even need a job! naw im jus kiddin ya! um im making dinner for the kids so i gatta check up on that....1 holmes

Sat, 25 Feb 2006 04:58:20 GMT

*Really Long Survey (over 200)*
What is your name?:	chantel marie
Are you named after anyone?:	not really
What's your screename?:	chanmarie87
Would you name a child of yours after you?:	hell no
If you were born a member of the opposite sex what would your name be?:	hmm neva thought of that!
If you could switch names with a friend who would it be?:	nobody i like my name
Are there any mispronounciations/typos that ppl do w/ your name constantly?:	shauntell...eww!
Would you drop your last name if you became famous?:	hells yea
Basics
Your gender::	all female
Straight/Gay/Bi::	straight
Single?:	techniqually yea
If not, do you want to be?:	....
Birthdate::	12-29-87
Your age::	18
Age you act::	ehh
Age you wish you were::	21
Your height::	5'5"
Eye color::	hazel
Happy with it?:	my eyes? yea
Hair color::	dark brown
Happy with it?:	i want light browm streaks
Lefty/righty/ambidextrous::	righty
Your living arrangement::	wid my folks
Your family::	crazy
Have any pets?:	nope
Whats your job?:	ha...job? i live off my parents and intill they stop giving me money i will have no job
Piercings?:	tongue, belly, 3 in each ear, i use to have one in my nose but yea shit happens
Tattoos?:	nope
Obsessions?:	not that i know of
Addictions?:	^^^^^^
Do you speak another language?:	not really...a lil spanish
Have a favorite quote?:	no
Do you have a webpage?:	no
Deep Thoughts About Life and You in it
Do you live in the moment?:	sometimes
Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?:	sometimes
Do you have any secrets?:	yea
Do you hate yourself?:	no
Do you like your handwriting?:	sometimes
Do you have any bad habits?:	yea
What is the compliment you get from most people?:	about my eyes
If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?:	stupid
What's your biggest fear?:	micheal myers from the halloween movies
Can you sing?:	no
Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?:	no
Are you a loner?:	huh
What are your #1 priorities in life?:	to live
If you were another person, would you be friends with you?:	yup
Are you a daredevil?:	sometimes
Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?:	ehh
Are you passive or agressive?:	agressive
Do you have a journal?:	yea
What is your greatest strength and weakness?:	i dunno
If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?:	umm...my hair
Do you think you are emotionally strong?:	i can be @ tims
Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?:	um im still young so not yet
Do you think life has been good so far?:	not the best but yea
What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?:	i dunno
What do you like the most about your body?:	eyes, belly
And least?:	everything else
Do you think you are good looking?:	ehh
Are you confident?:	yea
What is the fictional character you are most like?:	um no
Are you perceived wrongly?:	ok
Do You...
Smoke?:	no
Do drugs?:	no
Read the newspaper?:	sometimes
Pray?:	sometimes
Go to church?:	no
Talk to strangers who IM you?:	yup
Sleep with stuffed animals?:	yup
Take walks in the rain?:	not enjoyable ones
Talk to people even though you hate them?:	yup
Drive?:	no
Like to drive fast?:	no
Would or Have You Ever?
Liked your voice?:	umm weird
Hurt yourself?:	yup
Been out of the country?:	no
Eaten something that made other people sick?:	yea
Been in love?:	yup
Done drugs?:	no
Gone skinny dipping?:	no
Had a medical emergency?:	not that i kno of
Had surgery?:	no
Ran away from home?:	yup
Played strip poker?:	no
Gotten beaten up?:	yup....its not that bad
Beaten someone up?:	yea
Been picked on?:	um probably
Been on stage?:	yea
Slept outdoors?:	almost
Thought about suicide?:	yup
Pulled an all nighter?:	yup....wait i think
If yes, what is your record?:	dunno
Gone one day without food?:	so far its been about 3
Talked on the phone all night?:	yup
Slept together with the opposite sex w/o actually having sex?:	yup
Slept all day?:	yup
Killed someone?:	no
Made out with a stranger?:	eww
Had sex with a stranger?:	double eww
Thought you're going crazy?:	yup
Kissed the same sex?:	no
Done anything sexual with the same sex?:	no
Been betrayed?:	yup
Had a dream that came true?:	im not sure
Broken the law?:	yup
Met a famous person?:	no
Have you ever killed an animal by accident?:	yea
On purpose?:	no
Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell?:	yup
Stolen anything?:	yup
Been on radio/tv?:	i dont think so
Been in a mosh-pit?:	huh
Had a nervous breakdown?:	no
Bungee jumped?:	no
Had a dream that kept coming back?:	yup
Beliefs
Belive in life on other planets?:	no
Miracles?:	yup
Astrology?:	yup
Magic?:	no
God?:	yup
Satan?:	yup
Santa?:	no
Ghosts?:	yup
Luck?:	yup
Love at first sight?:	yup
Yin and yang (that good cant exist w/o bad)?:	yup
Witches?:	no
Easter bunny?:	no
Believe its possible to remain faithful forever?:	yup
Believe theres a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow?:	no
Do you wish on stars?:	yup
Deep Theological Questions
Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell?:	i think
Do you think God has a gender?:	yea
Do you believe in organized religion?:	i dnt kno
Where do you think we go when we die?:	another place
Friends
Do you have any gay/lesbian friends?:	yea
Who is your best friend?:	jayda and pino
Who's the one person that knows most about you?:	jayda
What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you?:	dunno
Your favourite inside joke?:	dunno
Thing you're picked on most about?:	dunno
Who's your longest known friend?:	amanda but we really dnt talk ne more
Newest?:	kristina
Shyest?:	me
Funniest?:	all of us
Sweetest?:	none of us
Closest?:	jayda n pino
Weirdest?:	all of us
Smartest?:	umm dunno
Ditziest?:	jessie
Friends you miss being close to the most?:	jessie.....
Last person you talked to online?:	some unknow person
Who do you talk to most online?:	jayda
Who are you on the phone with most?:	jayda
Who do you trust most?:	jayda n pino
Who listens to your problems?:	jayda
Who do you fight most with?:	jayda
Who's the nicest?:	none of us
Who's the most outgoing?:	most of us
Who's the best singer?:	dunno
Who's on your shit-list?:	alot of people
Have you ever thought of having sex with a friend?:	no
Who's your second family?:	no1
Do you always feel understood?:	no
Who's the loudest friend?:	all of us
Do you trust others easily?:	no
Who's house were you last at?:	pinos
Name one person who's arms you feel safe in::	jaydas
Do your friends know you?:	some
Friend that lives farthest away::	michael
Love and All That
Do you consider love a mistake?:	no
What do you find romantic?:	a candle lit dinner or a walk near the sunset
Turn-on?:	muscles on da arm....not to big though
Turn-off?:	not sure
First kiss?:	a while ago
If someone u had no interest in had interest in dating u how would u feel?:	flattered at first unless they tried to persued it after than i said no than id feel creepy
Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going:	yea
Have u ever wished it was more socially acceptable 4 a girl 2 ask a guy out:	no
Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractiv:	no
Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?:	i guess
What is best about the opposite sex?:	da romance
What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?:	if you turn them dwn they curse you out
What's the last present someone gave you?:	a nice candle lit 'dinner' it was sweet
Are you in love?:	yup
Do you consider your significant other hot?:	yea
Who Was the Last Person...
That haunted you?:	dunno
You wanted to kill?:	everyone
That you laughed at?:	lisa
That laughed at you?:	pino
That turned you on?:	jayda
You went shopping with?:	my ma
That broke your heart?:	michael
To disappoint you?:	jayda
To ask you out?:	every dude
To make you cry?:	jayda
To brighten up your day?:	jayda
That you thought about?:	jayda
You saw a movie with?:	jayda
You talked to on the phone?:	jayda
You talked to through IM/ICQ?:	jayda i think
You saw?:	da peeps in this rm: pino, lisa, rich and some other girl
You lost?:	dunno
Right This Moment...
Are you going out?:	no
Will it be with your significant other?:	no
Or some random person?:	no
What are you wearing right now?:	blk shirt, blu jeans
Body part you're touching right now::	my arm is brushing against my boob
What are you worried about right now?:	my bae
What book are you reading?:	none
What's on your mousepad?:	i stupid login
Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling::	happy sad worried
Are you bored?:	not really
Are you tired?:	no
Are you talking to anyone online?:	no
Are you talking to anyone on the phone?:	im bouts to call jayda
Are you lonely or content?:	both
Are you listening to music?:	no
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Sat, 25 Feb 2006 03:57:00 GMT

My bae is missing me like crazy! I miss him too and all but I thought this is what he wanted: to get away from everything and now that he has that he wants to come back. I want him here too though! His ex-girl/current friend called me to tell me he missed me but didnt want to talk to me cause he thought he would ruin my night but i would be happy when he calls and i spacifically told him about 100 times that if he needed me that he could call me! God I love and miss that boy!

Fri, 24 Feb 2006 15:30:45 GMT

yesterday was an EHH kinda day.....this weekend im trying to jam pack it so i have no free time to be at home for if i did i would go insane!!!

Thu, 23 Feb 2006 16:50:33 GMT

i am doing better today. i got to talk wid da person causing mre problems. it was nice and we talked a lil but were really ganna talk today when we see each other in person. i said i was doing better but im not okay

nicole called me last night and she had me listen to all these old songs she down loaded and they were great

my dad brought the kids here last night because he said he wanted to work overtime so i thought he was ganna come get them later that night but he never came here it is the nx morning almost afternoon and he still has the kids here. i have things to do today and if he doesnt come get these kids my plans are shot dwn the drain and that jus isnt ganna happen

okay i think thats about all for now....thanx for tuning in!

Thu, 23 Feb 2006 01:45:08 GMT

I have been through hell and back today. im mush calmer but still irrated easily ya know? my cramps arent doing it for me either. i hate these stupid women shits. ahh i have to get help

Wed, 22 Feb 2006 18:19:26 GMT

my plan hasent pulled through yet. step 1 has" asking the questions but step 2 would be getting answers which im not getting so intill than i cant move on to step 3 (which i havent thought of yet) but ill let you know when i get answers and what step 3 will be

Depressed

Wed, 22 Feb 2006 17:18:26 GMT

I can never do anything right! I lied I try to do everything right and I have failed. I need someone to talk to. Someone I dont know, it's better to talk to people you don't know. That's what I need. A kind Stranger. Kind stranger? Ha! you can't find those around here. What am I going to do? I don't have any answers. I have cramps. That makes it worse. Being depressed with cramps. Yea that should make my day. I want to cry, No. I have to be stronger than that. I can't show my weaknesses. Im a big baby. i don't want what I have. I lied. I don't want exactly what I have. It's tearing my down from the inseide out. I bet you would understand if I told you my situation. I cant talk to you. I dont even know you. My cramps are coming back full force. Thanks to the person who puts me through shit. I apreciate you. I wish you would understand me. I reall do. I need to talk to the one who puts me through this. He doesnt want to talk back. Hes to busy for me. Im hurting. I dont show my pain but for when im alone. Im stressed. I dont know what to do. I need answers. You have answers? Yea i didnt think so. My life sucks. Trust me you dont want my life. No body does. I want to cry again. Wait...be strong right? How? please teach me how. I want to be I really do! I think I know what I have to do....wait...imma do it!......i did it i asked him one simple question. Now it all depends on how he answers what i will do now. I want things to go for the better but being with him thats not going to happen. What have I gotten myself into? Lol now he playing games again. thats all he does you know. Play head games is what he is known for. i guess its my time to be strong....*takes deep breath*....yup its my turn to be strong. i have to make myself happy right? wait....im confused now. i thought he did but its only half the time. the other half he treats me like shit. so i guess im only half happy right? thats now good is it? *deep breath* ok chantel its time to be strong.....................

Wed, 22 Feb 2006 00:10:41 GMT

my mom finally got a new computer...took her long enough! haha yo i got cramps!!!!! god i need to lye down!

Wed, 08 Feb 2006 17:41:47 GMT

Capricorn
December 21 - January 19
A partnership of some kind, perhaps business, perhaps romantic, is likely to be on your mind today. You might want to seriously consider whether it has a future, and if it does, what you should do next. You might spend some time socializing, dear Capricorn, but your mind may be too preoccupied to participate much. A lot of serious decisions need to be made, and the outcome is likely to be positive. Try to relax and have some fun

basically this sums up my day

Thu, 02 Feb 2006 17:26:49 GMT

lets see....things are going okay....my classes are aight but for of course gym, their new rule is if you fail 1 unit of gym you get kicked outta their class well that rule only applys if your a senior taking more than 1 gym class which i am but thats aight cause im going to get my GED the classes are twice a week (tue & thur) from 8:30-11:30am and plus its free so im good. i got a job that pays 9.50 a hour JUST for training! i have to train 6 wks but thats good money! besides the 9.50 an hour i get bonus for going to work everyday that im suppose to and doing a good job earns me a 200 dolla bonus too and its in sales so every sale i make i earn a profit so yea i like this job plus at the end of each month we go outta town to i guess 'party' anyways tho i gatta go so 1

Tue, 17 Jan 2006 12:48:02 GMT

lets c....today my ma comes in for senior certifcation, i-d-k y tho cause she aint ganna be to happy with what levin will have to say, im failing 3 outta 5 classes & those 2 classes im passing i only need 1 to graduate so yup looks like im not making it which is aight with me but whateva, soon as i save up this damn money im getting dat damn apartment on james street so im still close to home but yet so far lol but still i think ill be aight there anyways nxt week is regent week but i have no regents so yea i got a week vacation tuesday-monday, my head hurts so bye

Fri, 13 Jan 2006 18:01:02 GMT

so far life is goin okay so i have nothing to complain about k?k!

Thu, 22 Dec 2005 16:21:55 GMT

im in da library wit kiara...christmas is in 3 days and my b-days in 7 days hmm how nice

Wed, 21 Dec 2005 16:41:42 GMT

when i got home yesterday othello and trey w/ my dad were at my house...michael called and i got to talk to him so yea. umm right now im in stephens class chillin till 2nd lunch so yea i guess not much else to say

Wed, 21 Dec 2005 01:20:16 GMT

umm i have alot going on right now (not with myself w/ someon else), micheal called me last night but i was knocked the fuck out so i sisnt have a chance to talk to him. i got my celley to work so yea thats good....umm yea im at pinos right now and her new dog (a puppy) is more visous than her otha dog which is funny but yea gtg

Mon, 19 Dec 2005 16:19:41 GMT

my ma wanted the kids out the house yesterday so i took them to the mall, i ended up seeing ther father so he took them to the arcade, its hard watching 3 toddlers at once in an arcade ya know....anyways so then he bought me a phone but its not activated yet so imma have my ma do that, something is wrong w/ me today, i actually think school gets me in a depressed bitchy mode but yea imma go eat my cookie and ill update more when i have the time for it oooooo and guess who i talked to yesterday that i havent in like 2 years! sophia! but yea anyways im out chyo 1

Fri, 16 Dec 2005 20:41:26 GMT

im at pinos house, i was suppose to be reading her journal but i got side tracked into writing. michael e-mailed me, hes in iraq he says theplace "sucks balls" so yea anyways i gots to go read pinos journal aight chyo 1

Fri, 16 Dec 2005 16:41:42 GMT

nevermind......i found them hehe

Fri, 16 Dec 2005 16:39:09 GMT

Im downtown waiting for kiara and jayda....tell me why we was all ganna meet down here right and then go back to my house and when i called centro they said their bus leaves at 11:15 but when i get down here they say their bus dont leave till 11:45 so now im down here & i called kiara's cell phone but she didnt answer but i left a message so hopefully they get it and know what to do with it, my time is running out on this computer (they have a 15 minute rule which sux) so imma be going, hopefully we get drunk tonight w/ pino and liso (haha) anyways gots to breeze im out chyo